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On Chasing Rainbows And Unicorns

March 13, 2012 by David Jackson

This is another guest post by David Jackson, a Wisconsin-based editorial portrait photographer and an international award winning wedding photographer. His first guest post for Tiffinbox was controversial and inspired a lot of debate within the photography industry. I hope this latest salvo also provokes thought and civil discourse in the comments section. Follow him on Twitter and connect with him on Facebook. Read his blog.

As a kid, have you ever wondered why you couldn’t get close to a rainbow? Ever get frustrated over trying to figure out where the hell that little green dude with suspenders left the pot of gold? Yep. That use to be me …

David Jackson | Chasing Rainbows

I never take myself too seriously. And those who’ve met me can attest that much of what spews out of my mouth needs to be taken with a grain of salt and an ounce of humor. I have this uncanny knack for unleashing my opinions amongst the photography community, much to the chagrin of others. As a result I am occasionally met with resistance and the random individual who walks away feeling personally offended by the nature of my tone. Yet at the same time there are others who get me and understand that sometimes we as photographers can take this career way too seriously, especially given the day-to-day stress of freelance entrepreneurship.

In the year long wake of my first guest post here on Tiffinbox, affectionately titled “An Open Letter to a Local Photographer,” I have seen a wide range of emotional reactions to the article. The night before my August 2011 Breaking The Rules workshop here in Appleton, I had the chance to sit down with Seshu over a few beers and talk about it’s interesting and rather impacting aftermath. Throughout our discussion, we talked about the comments left on the post and the cyclical rounds it’s made with both the industry’s newcomers and the seasoned veterans.

The conclusion I made was that for 95% of those who responded were left with a general feeling of self-introspection, the need to step up their game and in some ways, find true inspiration within themselves when the odds seem against them. The remaining 5% of those people clearly didn’t read all the way to the end of the post and prematurely reacted with distain, overall abrasiveness and at times, opted to make personal cuts directed towards me.

The newcomers were able to either drain the post’s intended inspiration or use it as backlash for personal feelings of a romantic camera-toting career void of any foreseeable struggle ahead. The veteran shooters had more middle-of-the-road reactions, yet some looked at me as a ‘newb’ in the industry, trying to forge my path with closed eyes. But I get it. It was either received or rejected. That’s how it was intended; nothing more, nothing less. An honest view of an emerging photographer struggling to find my place in an increasingly over-saturated professional field.

With the explosion of new photographers hitting the market every single day all around us, I occasionally find myself filled with the desire to offer up my unsolicited opinion, not to specific individuals, but rather the general mass of photographers who follow my strategically placed rants.

Kinda like having a crush on your zit-ridden high-school sweatheart; it’s played-out, awkward and kinda gross.

Over the past few years as I’ve kept my eye on the photography industry as a whole, I’ve seen an enormous amount of emphasis and value being placed on disposable gadgets rather than the much needed furthering of our creativity, never-ending need for education, the development of raw talent and successful growth as a business. You know, the stuff that builds an actual career? This whole feeling hit me in the gut this past week as we’ve seen the announcements of some pretty kick-ass and somewhat revolutionary camera equipment being unveiled in the marketplace. If you are a photographer who has spent any amount of time on Facebook and Twitter recently, I’m sure you’ve seen the non-stop updates related to new gear and bad-ass spec sheets, accompanied by an unhealthy dose of gear gushing. Kinda like having a crush on your zit-ridden high-school sweatheart; it’s played-out, awkward and kinda gross.

I suppose you could say this mentality began around the year 2001 when the first prosumer digital SLR’s hit the photography market, drastically changing the way photographers work on a daily basis. Film negatives began transitioning to digital files and computers/software took a front row seat to the darkroom. Back then we all thought this would be an amazing leap forward. But what we thought we’d save with this new digital revolution occurring in the photography world would eventually end up multiplying, costing us fat stacks of greenbacks simply as a means to stay relevant. With this ‘coming of age’, the need to buy faster computers, more hard drive space, better software, larger monitors, higher capacity compact flash cards and gajillionbillion megapixel cameras surmounted. A newfound hunger for the newest and best crap available was, and still is, the name of the game.

As a result, these technological advances have allowed more people to enter the creative industry at an alarming rate than ever seen before. As the ‘ole saying goes, ‘everybody’s a photographer.’ The ways in which we produce our work, ability to reach new markets and seemingly earn a paycheck with a camera looks rather appealing and easy these days. On the other hand, clients now expect dramatically faster turnaround times, put less value in creating honest art and a whole slew of mediocre talent has now surfaced with a website and a pair of shoes.

But the shift I’m seeing is this: We as a whole FEEL we need to stay relevant by purchasing the newest, best gear because we either feel it changes how well we do our job or will drastically boost the quality of our work. And not to mention, all these new gadgets delivered to our doorstep in bright, shiny boxes have now seemingly filled our photographic journey with a false sense of validation.

“I’ve had the same camera for three years now and it’s no longer up to par for the work I need to create for my clients. TIME TO UPGRADE!”

I call bullshit.

David Jackson | Fake Cover Image

I posted the above photo as a fake “magazine cover” to my blog last week. Yep, it was fictitious (read below). The high-res photo is available for all you nerds to download and print HERE.

As much as I would love to get paid my day-rate to shoot this photo for a publication, I did not. I shot it specifically for this blog post using my old 3.1 megapixel Canon D30 (that hit the market in 2000) that I pulled off the shelf at my studio. It was lit with a Canon 580EX speedlight, an AlienBee 400 and a homemade beauty dish.

• Used Canon D30 = $50.00
• Used Canon 580EX = $150.00
• Used AlienBee 400 = $200.00
• Used Pocket Wizard Plus II Transceivers x 2 = $125.00
• Homemade beauty dish = $12.00

I would have rather shot this photo with a Phase One 645DF, P40+ digital back and a few Profoto Acute II’s. I mean, who wouldn’t? Hey, it excites the ladies and gets us hired for HUGE shoots! Instead, being the duct tape dude I am, I opted to use $537.00 in gear lying around the office merely for the purpose of illustrating my point. I could have just as easily shot it with the aging Canon 1D bodies that reside in my gig bag and I still would’ve attained nearly the same results as a $25,000 system.

David Jackson | Unicorn

You could say I’m comparing apples to oranges, sure. That’s the case with comparing the Canon D30 to my Canon 1D. But what about comparing that awful old-school first generation 5D or 5D Mark II, to the new-fangled 5D Mark III? Or what about that Phase One MF digital system that everyone is blogging about these days? The lines of technical differences between gear starts to get very blurry. The D30 in a real world scenario, however outdated, is still relevant and can accomplish a publication job just the same as the rig I walk out the door with every day.

Of course that 3.1 mp D30 is no longer viable in today’s industry, as seen with newer gear that provides better focusing abilities, high resolution for large format printing and nearly noise-free images. Yet when faced with the option to make small incremental upgrades, we can easily fulfill our vision with a three year old set-up that exists in our bag and reallocate our hard earned money to areas within our businesses that both improve our quality of work, builds a marketable portfolio and garners us better paying clients.

So often I see photographers getting caught up in the hypnotic gear-gaze and the lust for expensive toys. And when I hear about a failing business model or a struggling photographer, my immediate reaction is to examine the priorities (or lack thereof) such folks place on themselves in a tough economy. The art and craft of photography are all too often thrown under the bus in order to make way for gear, websites, branding and designer camera bags.

Recently, I took to a local Facebook photography group in which I’m a member and challenged my friend Craig Stodola about gear acquisition. We have differing opinions on essentially disposable goods in the midst of art, but we seem to meet somewhere in the middle. He had the following to say about it:

“As much as I love gear, I don't buy into it lightly. I go into it with a predetermined purpose. It always stems from envisioning a look I want to create and/or a style/manner in which I want to work, then getting the appropriate gear to achieve that vision as closely as possible, and more importantly, with as little effort as possible. It's the opposite of ‘buying small' and trying to cultivate a look/style/method I can create within the limitations of the gear.”

I can definitely align myself with what Craig is saying. I, however, come from the school of thought in which I only acquire and upgrade gear after I have exhausted the use of my current equipment and the need to spend money is solely based on attaining a very specific result. Start simple, buy smart, learn to use what you have and gradually grow into new the stuff. Talent should outgrow your gear.

Until I updated my portfolio one year ago, most of the work on my old website was created using a couple of Sunpak 383’s, a few umbrellas and beat-up Canon 1D Mark II. As my work began to get better having learned about lighting, composition and interacting with clients, I kept my wallet closed and my sights set on evolving my craft. I didn’t jump to the biggest and best lights, I bought into what was functional and economically realistic. On the flipside, embracing new developments in technology certainly makes the job more convenient and, well … fun. But that only last for so long.

If you’re considering dumping hard earned dollars on new gear, ask yourselves these questions:

• Is your current gear broken, taped together or currently deemed outdated by today’s industry standards?

• Do your clients really care what’s in your gear bag?

• Examine the most pressing financial obligation with your business: Is it paying your mortgage, feeding your kids, developing marketing strategies, or paying business taxes as a legit entity?

• Does buying gear put you in debt?

• Have your skill sets and job demands evolved to the point where you require upgrades?

• Will a new camera body or studio strobe define your voice as a photographer or tell a story within your work?

Where do your priorities stand in the hierarchy of your art? Is it the gear? Or can we use what’s at our disposal to make a masterpiece. Countless photography icons before us did just that and changed the face of art as we know it today.

So buy away folks! Please. Because when everyone heads over to the big photography retailers online to purchase that sweeeet stuff hot off the press, I’ll be waiting on Craigslist to buy your perfectly good, barely used and definitely “outdated” equipment to fill my gig bag … all at a nice discount.

Oh, and about that rainbow I was talking about? It sure looks pretty! It’s loaded with vivid color and by all means it makes us feel happy. But without understanding why it occurs in nature and how we can find ways to appreciate it, it’s nothing more than an optical illusion.

Filed Under: Business, Opinion, Photography

An Open Letter To A Local Photographer

November 9, 2010 by David Jackson

This is a guest post by David Jackson, a Wisconsin-based editorial portrait photographer and an international award winning wedding photographer. In 2007 he left his full-time job of 14 years as a law enforcement officer to pursue a career as a full-time photographer and to maintain his life's priority as a devoted husband and father to three little girls. His passion for education has lead him to develop the Breaking The Rule Portrait Workshop, focused on honing photographers skill sets in creating more compelling portraits. David's fine art photography project entitled SIMPLE+DIRTY, has also gained wide attention through his documentation of abandoned structures and modern industrial ruins across the Midwest. Follow him on Twitter and connect with him on Facebook. And if you like his post here, trust me, you'll love his blog.

Here’s the deal and I’m going to cut right to the chase. This letter is an open and honest gripe specifically directed at you. Why, you ask? Well, we know each other. I view you as my competition, my nemesis and my enemy. I’ve been quietly watching your every move as an artist, a business owner and a person I typically respect. But this whole time I’ve been judging you. I’ve grown increasingly tired of the photo industry and I can see that you have a small integral part of its inherent failure as a whole. You’re just one more number in the growing sea of photographers who think they can make it and at the same time snuff out the veteran shooters. For this reason, I’m going to be blunt and an all-around asshole in what I’m about to say. I rarely take pot shots like this, but I’ve had enough and now’s the time to lay it all out on the table.

To begin with, you irritate me.

By no means does this come from a place of envy, but rather out of genuine frustration. I have seen your work many times before. To be honest, it’s really nothing to brag about. You are the same old thing that I see every other day spewed out on blogs across the web and sold as something fresh and “different.” Just executed in a similar “cheesy” and sometimes over-done way. I have watched the way you shoot. I’ve seen the way you indirectly portray yourself as “awesome” to the Facebook and Twitter masses just chomping at the bit to gain attention by other photographers around you. Not to mention having ambitions of getting hired by potential big-name clients who I’m sure, are knocking down your doors to give you cold hard cash. You’re that new up-and-coming photographer in the industry and you have it all figured out.

Well I have news for you. You’re far from it.

It’s like watching a slow-moving train wreck. You post photos and blog links like it’s going out of style and manage to get such GREAT compliments on the mediocre work you produce. It’s all too predictable:

“Great Photos!”
“WOW”
“You are truly talented.”
“You’re an inspiration!”
“LOVE!”
“Amazing!!!”

Doesn’t the same old recycled essay of comments make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside? It might, but all this positive fluff only enables your head to grow larger and you’re your ego to inflate to ridiculous proportions. Not your photography.

Well, let’s dissect your work. From what I’ve seen online, your post-production is all over the place. In the beginning you struggled to take a halfway decent photo. Although you have the basics down, I can tell you prefer taking the easy way out. You love the idea of using Photoshop actions and filters instead of actually editing your photos in a simple, organic way. You love shortcuts. You’re a product of the digital age and rely on your LCD screen to attain a halfway decent exposure. You barely know how to use a light meter. You have attended workshops, bought DVD’s and stalked numerous other photographer’s blogs with hopes to mimic their style. And by doing this you deliver photos that you can hardly call original, yet comfortably fit into the “what’s hot now” category. After all, it’s these trends that are selling at the moment…

Time after time you deliver the same old predictable photos that we’ve all seen before. What you don’t realize is that the things you are doing today to attain your new-found “signature look” will soon be outdated and un-marketable. And the further you back yourself into a corner, the harder it will be to get out of when you become the new “selective-color” of 2013.

Sure, your clients may fall hard for your work and you sometimes ooze fairy dust in a lovefest for yourself. But I don’t think you’re truly happy with any of it. You’re often afraid of other people’s opinions and constructive criticism. Far be it from you to get honest feedback without becoming defensive about your precious photographs or better yet, face an unhappy client. But then again you’ve NEVER had an unhappy client… Right? They ALL love you and your photos.

I can tell by the crappy outdated photos STILL in your portfolio, you are yet to update your extensively mismatched galleries or put any effort in getting your website together in a logical way. Looking at it closer, I see you continually struggle to find your voice. Who knows if you will ever find it? I however, look at your work and know exactly the things I should never do in the future. You call that marketable? Wait, I have a great idea… Delete it all and start over from scratch.

It’s awful. And you’re not even close to finding your true identity as a photographer.

How in the hell do you expect to get actual paid client work with the garbage you’re shooting? Sure there are some good-looking folks in some of your well-lit shots, but does that make your photos exceptional? Does that make you the next best thing? Apparently everybody is the “next best thing” these days. Your work does not speak to me or stop me dead in my tracks.

Early on, you wanted to romanticize the photo industry and the esteemed status of being a photographer. Truth be told, it makes me sick to think about it. You came into the photo world with big naïve eyes, hoping to save the world with your undying love for your clients, your “passion” for making “awesome” photos or your ability to “capture true emotion.” You love being called an artist, but you seemingly fall short most times.

Go to your website. Just read your bio. Listen to yourself! You sound like a pompous assclown. Amidst your redundant words and poor grammar, I know you want to shoot weddings in exotic locations due to your availability to “travel worldwide”. Yet oddly enough, you’re still stuck shooting in some dimly lit catholic church or one of those typical VFW reception halls. Oh, sooooo glamorous. But you never seem to find the motivation or drive to push yourself hard enough to get to where you truly want to be.

Take a hard look at yourself. It’s not difficult to see that you have idolized the status of some, if not all of the “rockstar” photographers who spew their gospel out to the uninformed photographic masses. Yet you yourself seek to glean some magic bullet of success from these folks by buying into the shit they are selling you. Come on. You’re transparent and wear your true colors on your sleeve.

It’s clearly apparent you are a clone of hundreds, if not thousands of other photographers out there. You’ve made all the classic moves; a slick URL incorporating your name, cool clothes, half-assed DIY branding and a web-sized ego to boot. Let me guess? Now you have ambitions of selling your diatribe to other photographers at some point too. Perhaps you have a desire to teach a workshop? Maybe you even want to publish a book or release a DVD someday? You want the recognition and status of rubbing shoulders with those who’ve “made it” in the industry, but you’ve failed to look at the bigger picture. No one cares about you. What the hell makes you so special? You’re a newbie on the scene and that doesn’t give you the right to spew your awesomeness to the hungry. You play it off well, but I can clearly see through you and your need to gain some amount recognition.

But is it about recognition or the need to feel accepted? Probably a mix of both IMHO. (Oh, that abbreviation is cool web-lingo for your social media devotees). You probably stare into your iPhone endlessly waiting for comments to appear on your blog, Facebook page, Flickr or get mentioned on Twitter. Or better yet, you waste half your day on a photography forum expecting it to provide you with some sense of real community but never actually participate in pertinent discussions.

You’ve now made the shotgun decision to move into a studio space because you are in such HIGH demand. WOW! Good for you. I can see the clients stacking up at your door as I write this. They must all think you’re a REAL photographer now, huh? You have a brand new studio, complete with a comfy couch, a flat screen TV and that nausea-inducing hiptser vibe we’ve all come to love lately. What you didn’t see when moving into your space is the stress this will cause on you financially and the toll it will take on your family, your relationship with your spouse and your friends.

And friends? Do you still have any of those? I’m assuming they’re dwindling by the minute. And the ones you use to be tight with, you rarely see.

To others, you make it seem so easy. You make it look like a breeze to live up to your luxurious happy-go-lucky photographer lifestyle. At least that’s what it looks like on the outside. But on the inside it’s not so shiny, is it? You make it seem like everything is perfect, exciting and well in Happyphotorainbowland, USA. You always tell people you are SO BUSY and that business is GREAT, because it’s the easy way out. I’ve seen the Tweets. You know, the ones where you brag about the number of weddings you booked THIS WEEK ALONE! What you don’t tell people is the truth. You never mention the struggles of actually running a business and balancing your life in a healthy way.

The truth is, you lack direction. You feel uncertain with who you are. You find this awkward need to feel accepted by your peers. You are struggling with your photography every time you pick up a camera. You’re clients aren’t always as “amazing” as you make them seem throughout your false façade of social media ramblings. Running a business is tough and the thought of having to walk away from it is always on your mind. You’re work is nowhere near stunning. And you have a long way to go before you even begin to reach your goals. It’s the brutal truth.

In the big picture, you are one small component to dragging the entire photo industry down. It’s because of this, so many other people in the photo industry stand in line beside you in the same boring old category of just being average at best. You have big hopes and dreams, but time after time you fail to inspire me. In fact, I only expect you to fail entirely.

I bet at this point, you’re probably rolling your eyes and fairly irritated at my all-too-typical sentiment plaguing the photo industry on the internet these days. You know, bitch about this – complain about that… Unfortunately, I tend to speak the truth. And sometimes it bites me in the ass. But I needed to get this out of my system.

Are you still listening to me Mr. or Mrs. Local Photographer? If you are, perhaps you didn’t see the real bigger picture here. Although I am writing this letter to you, what you didn’t realize is that I’m speaking about someone I know extremely well.

I’m talking to you, David Jackson. This is an open letter to myself.

I’m that Local Photographer. And I’m calling myself out for my views, techniques and ideologies spanning the past 10 years of my career in photography. I’m not writing this to bash myself over the head, generate a pity party or for that matter carry the bright flaming torch for the entire photo industry. But rather I view this as a means of keeping myself in check.

Sometimes we find the desire to point fingers, push blame, complain and endlessly bitch about all things failing in our current industry. At other times we inflate ourselves to epic proportions and end up looking like babbling fools in the process. Yet all too often we forget to look inward – to take a close look at ourselves and examine the things we do to box ourselves into a corner and push others away. We forget that we all have room to grow, to be better at what we do. Making mistakes is part of the game. And I have made plenty and will continue to do so for the rest of my career.

I’ve spent quite a bit of time looking at myself lately, determining that this mentality will cause all of us to eventually self-destruct. As hurtful as this letter comes across at face value, we can never change others. We can only change ourselves and grow on a personal level as photographers, artists and business people. I’m finding out it’s not about the other people though. It’s about you and I. I’ve made the mistakes. I’ve followed the sickening trends early on and unsuspectingly listened to the masses. But I’m the only one who can do what is right for me. I need to remind myself that coming into my own isn’t an overnight process. I’ve spent thousands and thousands of hours trying to find my voice and place within the industry. I have yet to even scratch the surface and I still have thousands of hours ahead of me.

However, if we as creatives muster the courage to be honest with ourselves and follow our hearts, then we’ve begun to make a step in the right direction. There’s no handbook issued to us at the beginning of our journey, outlining the right moves and keeping our heads safely above troubled waters. We have to forge our own path. We make our own decisions. We are the ones who need to be honest with ourselves.

And at the end of the day, that is the only thing that truly matters.

Your pal,
Dave

What's your take on this open letter? Can you be so candid … to yourself? Tell us down below by your comments. A dialogue is a good thing. Your voice is heard here.

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